why i hate love

im warning u guys now... this blog could possibibly become deeper than ur avaerage mud puddle.

well here is my thoughts on "love"

i think that love, and hate to, r over used, but underused to mean what they r spoesed to mean.

i cant count the number of times i have heard someone say
"oh, i LOVE these cookies!"
or "I hate this band"or any other unimportant thing that they happen to be looking at at that time.

in fact i highly doubt they have ever felt real love.
the kind of love where u will do almost everything to make them happy.
where just them in a room is enough for u to be happy.

saddly there arent very many ppl who know about this kind of love.
and those who do r mostly those of the older generation, like my grandma's generation.

ppl dont realize that love is a verb. not just a word.
u accually have to DO love, u have to FEEL love, u have to ACT love.
and ppl just dont realize this.

that is y i think there is so many divorces these days.
ppl get married, the highest form of love u can really show, and they realize that it takes work to make love work. it isnt something that u can just say once and leave it at that. u should show it every second of every day of every year til the end of time.

my biggest fear is that im the only one who thinks like i do.. the only one who accually understands what it means to feel, tho i ignore my feelings well i still feel them, i just find it alot ezer to not act on them...

my confort comes from finding ppl on the internet who r like me, who see the beauty in life and who care about others... ya, i know... i thought they were myths too, but i have met several careing ppl.

my new fear is that i am a dieing breed, once i die then caring ppl will b gone forever, all that will b left is selfishness and greed and general dislike for everyone... i take confort in knoing that i will not b around to see such miseries take place.

thought of the day...

"I will walk the Path of Orpheus
1000 times over if i need to,
just to give u a good day"